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After tomorrow...holidays is coming ....
all in my mind nw is thinking about what and how I gonna spend my holiday which only got 1 week....

Doing assignment ...
Go to town everyday...
Stay inside the room...become zai nan...
Go to KK....

all these are in my consideration...
really dunno what am I gonna do for my holiday...
even if juz a short holiday...
yet got many many assignment going to pass up after it....
so sienzz...

so xian mu that my friends get a chance to visit brunei for once in their whole life....
me juz wish i was part of them...
could go away from this boring island...
have a walk in the rich country ...XD
see the castle...which heard to be very grand....
haix....

for now...
what i can do is just staying in the room...
pick up my books...
study, study and study.....
scared i will be mad ...
wakakaka....

P/S: What a boring holiday ....
P/S: Dunno what hav u plan for holiday.....if dun mind please share with me o....

These days passes by with various type of feelings.....
yet shocking that i hav cried for two times le tis week...
so long didnt cry de ....

1st cry is for friend....

so hurt that she sudden change her attitude de...
for wat i'm know her, she is not she that i know le ...
tis sem ...she totally change ....till i dun even know who is she anymore...
last time she use to be kind hearted...now giving away cold eyes...
used to be care bout others , nw juz care bout own previlige...
even to me ...who knows bout 1 year more le ...
pretty gud in relationship...
yet nw presenting me cold hearted...
i've cried... y you can change so much ....
whr is the old u ??
so miss the old u ..and hate nw de u ....


2nd cry bcoz i scare....
today...rush in rush out...
having down mentality...
mind almost burst out...
sitting in unitrade having a cold drinking water....
all the sudden ...
everythgs in front of my eyes feel so grey...
den mind started to operate...
fright overcome every emotion of mine...
me was freak out...

" am i so irritating ?
y i always mess up thgs that i done...
always do wrong thgs...
always makes others irritate bout me ...."

all these hav come in my mind...
try not think it but yet it juz over flood my though...
so san fu... cant stand it and i cry...

" juz wanna make thgs right ,,,
izit so hard ,,,,
y am i so stupid.."

my mind continue to scold....
yet ... all the sudden i think bout u ....
so i often irritate u too ??
sorry if i do... juz wish to concern more bout u...
jz wanna know how u do ...
so scare all the sudden ...
scared one day u might leave....
dun wish to lose u ....

tears running down from my eyes...
keep on sweep it away ....

since i'm keeping eyes on a shop...
my tear has to be control by my self...
as costumer coming to the shops ....


P/S : so skd......
P/S : All the sudden juz feel that i cant afford to lose u ...

today ... with a day that fill with bored ...
nth to do around....
play games...open book look at it and fall asleep...
hah...when these boring gonna ends...
sudden wish i'm home by nw...
eating the food that cook by mom...
enjoy joking with my sis ..
play around music in the church ...
guys...
so miss u all..
dad and mom ...
so miss u all ...

still got two more years to go b4 i end my uni life....
yet dunno wat feeling i will hav then...
no matter wat ..nw is nt in concern ...coz nw me relly homesick de....
eww...so miss the char kuey teow....

today i hav a chicken chop for my dinner...
1 word to describe ...yucks....
RM 10 lagi man...
walao...
if at my hometown nw ...RM 5++ i can enjoy better quality de chicken chop...
talk and talk....ewww....

day passes by again....
only can acc u at night ...that oso only awhile...
wat can i say... today really not in mood...
no wonder ppl say when i'm not in mood very easy annoy others...
so me rather stay in room when i'm in bad mood...
but eversince i saw u ...mood of mine juz gone ...
izit u hav the ability to make my bad mood disappear ?

P/S : so wish to b home by now...

Wao....
Cant believe that I finally made out my very own 1st song....
I written the lyrics... I plan the music...
at last it was done juz nw ...(2.00am)...

This song is dedicated to some 1 special....
eventhough i cant share with u all right now ....
yet i promise will post up later mayb not long from nw ...

relly cant wait till my song is listen by every 1....
the thing i fan about is the title of the song ...
it yet haven been given ....is a headache...hehe...

P/S : really hope u will like it when u listen to it ...

After waiting for almost 1 year... D'campus finally come in to our uni....
Hurray....I hav brought one for myself.....(014-9503550)
(use for calling oni ....line will be available when i use for calling XD)

haha.... how ever D'campus is available at podium for today and tomoro...(6/8 and 7/8)
who ever is interested in it.... please visit podium for more information...

P/S: even though i'm not digi fan....but still like it as it got many promotion haha :D

thanks to the fren who sudden visited our university....(H1N1 & haze)

photo of me wearing the mask ...looks like ninja huh ?!?

everybody wearing the mask ...

Life are short and end easily.... So hope all my friends be healthy always and dont defeated by the fren of this .... care for each others as you wish they care for you.... Smile ya....^^

P/S: Quite meaningless de blog ....haha ...however... the wishes i make is come from my heart...

being hurt by what u hav said...
i cry...
y hav to end up like tis....
izit me not gud enuf...
wat hav i done wrong de ...

dun understand...
y i cant stand a chance to be the 1 u like...
izit juz bcoz i'm younger abit ?...
liking u is not wat i can control de...
do u hav to treat me like tis ...
juz dun understand...

i do cry...